As the great Ms.Kahini would say - Oh Dere!!!!

The last two days - no let me correct - the last Three days have been bad with a capital B. And i suspect it has everything to do with work. Somehow since the time i have joined back after the new year hols, it does not excite me anymore. To put it briefly- lately work has been quite dissatisfying.

Think i digressed there. Last two days has seen me lose my temper at the drop of a hat, mostly justified  (and yes thats my version). And EVERYthing seems to be working against me, including the matchbox which is supposed to just light my fire and not my fingers.

So i was parking my bike yesterday, after reaching home, and just like that it toppled over and crashed to it's side. I ran to the other side to check for scratches. There were many :( I touched the places and it felt like a part of me ha been hurt. S always treats his car like his kid. He strokes her (?) and each time i have seen him name his cars. Yesterday for the first time i understood what he might feel.

And today, i was just parking the bike in the space in front of my office. The place was empty except for two lone bikes. Imagine this - i press the accelerator for just pushing it over the bump near the gate and by some mysterious twist of hand it gets into a full blast and roars into the wall, WHAM, denting my mud-guard very very badly, hurting both my knees (the left is swollen and blue) and My EGO! Now my right-shoulder and hand also hurt. It must have been the impact.

Have asked S to come and get me today. Need to go to the service centre tomorrow. Think i will just take a chill pill over the weekend :(